And I wish I was anyone but me

I showed up for work today 2 hrs early
I have a serious problem with time & time management!
Severe embarrassment, followed by many thoughts of self harm.
I have to head back there in 30 mins * gun to face*

Madina Lake soothed me on the way home.

So I'll start to pretend I'm ok
But you should know by now that
My life is smoke and mirrors,
One thing is crystal clear
That I'm the one wishing I was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight

Awkward Kat

Alot of the time i make situations unessessarily awkard for myself,

I know it happens & that it is quite unavoidable due to some kind of link missing from the brain to mouth.

I now find myself in a relationship of somekind that makes me much more of an awkward kat than i usually am.

This has never occurred before.

positive or negative ....

This is for you Jen.

Sexual Saturday night shenanigans.

BONES.

So i am not going to lie,

society has gotten to me & i want Taylor Momsens bones.

No in fact i will go as far as to say i need them. 

Yes i need them.

Life gets sad when you lust for a 17 year olds body.

The day after birth.

I have been meaning to start this for awhile & now holidays have permitted me time. Im sure that the majority of what is written on here will have no relevance to anything and probably just confuse anyone who attempts to read, but i choose to baffle young minds either way.